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Rainy day. Back again to check up on the status of the paperwork. (@ Social Security Administration in Chicago, IL)

Rainy day. Back again to check up on the status of the paperwork. (@ Social Security Administration in Chicago, IL) #tweet

Jimmy Jamm Matt Wisslead Lynn Wisslead Well, this is the most depressed I've been in a long time. A couple of years in fact. Went to the Social Security office again yesterday to check on the paperwork to get benefits while the appeals process continues. I was told on October 3rd to expect the delayed benefits by the 12th and they still weren't there so I went in yesterday to ask about it. Now it's another 5 to 7 business day wait. I really hope it gets fixed this time. I'm tired of fighting with these people. This is depressing as hell. I deserve to have benefits while I appeal the decision. My medical situation is disastrous without social security. I'm tired as hell all the time. My thyroid levels have now gone through the roof hypo again. I'm going to need a new dose of that medication probably. My doctors/uch aren't covered if the worst case scenario happens and I have to go on obamacare. I looked at the patient assistance page for bristol myers squib and I might be able to get my sprycel without being on social security (which wasn't the case when I was on Novartis's Gleevec but the rules might have switched a little because of obamacare), but even if I can get sprycel on a patient assistance program that doesn't necessarily cover the rest of my drugs. If I don't get the benefits to hit the bank in 5 to 7 days then I'll have to assume I don't have the part A,B or D either. in which case I won't be able to go back into my doctor to fix my thyroid level. sigh. I guess I can be glad we've sold a couple of playoff tickets so that we aren't desperate yet. Next month is going to be horrible if I can't get it fixed. I'm just going to have to keep trying. The waiting and the depression and that comes from the waiting is the worst. It throws everything off. I guess I can be happy that my body hasn't gone out of the 0.01% cancer detected status yet from being so stressed out. right now it's only the thyroid levels I have to worry about. I just have to keep telling myself to calm down and deal with it day by day.

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